As I get further and further into living with MS, the big stuff becomes little stuff. But it’s still big, if that makes sense. I just get used to it and it’s only really the new symptoms that get attention.
Every day a new set of boundaries needs to be pushed because each day comes with a new set of symptoms. One day, something as simple as driving may be pushing a boundary and other days it might be something as ornery as doing the dishes.
One day showering might require this much energy output:
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Then the next:
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One day I might be able to shower, and clean the house, and run errands, and spend quality time with Anselm, and walk a little and this much energy will be used:
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Then the next day I might be able to cook a meal, drive Anselm to school and pick him up using this much energy:
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Every single day, I push my boundaries. This is why I’m walking with a cane, this is how I can drive to Bellingham to grocery shop once a month, this is how I find the superhuman strength to lift a 50 lb box.
Every. Single. Day.